dhemon:

Is I can be head over heels, butterflies i my stomach, blush on my cheeks, sweaty palms, stuttered sentences, eye batting, giggly, daydreaming, adoring, thinking about them all day kind of crushing

And they don’t even know I exist.

It’s harder to accept it won’t happen because you like to think you could make it work.

So you hold on to that hope maybe they will fall for you and everything will be okay.

So the attraction really kills when you finally decide to let go.

I really hate that.

Many of us can relate there.  But sad to say, I rarely deal with it anymore.  The more you get to know people the easier it is to become calm and cool under attraction based pressure.  It also helps when you’re more experienced than who you’re after.  You really should try to not get excited about people who don’t know you because until they do it is very likely they’ll be a good pick.

Sad to say, I really like seeing these feelings happen in people because I don’t get to see it anymore and I love writing about it.  Its an uncomfortable longing feeling that makes you feel alive.